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# Surviving Creative Loss
- URL: https://krisblack.mymagic.page/surviving-creative-loss/
- Published: 2025-12-17T03:45:09.000Z
- Updated: 2025-12-17T03:45:09.000Z
- Author: Kris Black
- Tags: #Migrated-1787258356612, Now, #sqs, #Import 2026-08-20 20:39

I don't know what's happened but the last couple of years I've been in a slump of sorts. My desire to do creative things is there, but not the will to act upon them. It's terrible. I don't know if it's because I'm in a transitional state at 49-years-old, I've lost interest in the things I think I like to do, or if I'm just tired of always being "on the go" with life. I'm finding I'm more interested in picking up a 20-year-old interest in NBA basketball, watching several games a week, than pursuing my creative interests. This is where I'm at right now—confused.